Im closing my eyes (xxxtentacion remix) – XXXTENTACION

I know you so well, so well
I mean, I can do better than he can
I’ve been pretty-

I know you’re somewhere, somewhere
I’ve been trapped in my mind, girl, just holdin’ on
I don’t wanna pretend we’re somethin’, we’re nothin’
I’ve been stuck thinkin’ ‘bout her, I can’t hold on

I sit here wanna fuc*** end it, but I’m a pu***, so I never did it Paid assassins never wanna visit, any given day, countin down the Digits, feelings of constant abandonment, all of my problems can’t Handle it, the constant feeling I’m inadequate, damnit I know I’m Inadequate Wish I could go poof and ghost, wish someone could Take my place, my family would’ve hit fools gold, when they are Not seeing my face, and all of my friends, shit who knows, Disappear without a trace Depression feels like I was playin judo Wanna die but can’t look in my face

Anyone who said they love me fuc*** lying, I dont know how you Could say that to me, I have thoughts of violence, wanna punch Me, wanna kill me wanna hang from an oak, she wanna f*** me Wanna kiss me, but shes never coming close, I could never love Myself, so this is my final goodbye, tell my fans they could go f*** Themsleves but i could not look in they eye

I know you so well (I know you, girl)
I mean, I can do better than he can
I’ve been pretty-